If you compared a mans dick size to your exes they'd know thats fucked up. I bit my tongue att but looking back its messed up how openly some do that. Or praising my taste/smell/hygiene but again at the expense of some ex they're putting down. were shitting on other womens anatomy in the process. >283424 I've been with guys before (when I was much younger) who were complimentary towards me after oral but. I have nowhere else to tell this to, because even my therapist says I have to get over my “internalized transphobia” I get ostracized for not wanting to date one. It’s lonely and it fucking sucks TLDR: Tranny with dick raped me when I’m literally afraid of penis. I’m sick of explaining and trying to tell people why I’m so uncomfortable around these men, but I’m labeled as a Terf. But if I say anything, I get ragged on because I’m transphobic for not liking their nasty crusty girldick. And they will actively try and flirt with me, and I’m disgusted by them. I’m cursed to live somewhere super liberal, they’re in every single lesbian space. To this day, I have a hard time accepting trannies. I couldn’t move, but I wasn’t knocked out, I felt everything, and it was terrible. They roofied me, I didn’t make it to the door. She whips it out, and it turns out he’s a troon. Whatever, I could just close my eyes and ignore her. Being the hyper sexual 16 year old I was, I gladly accepted another woman The fucking ugliest, fattest, most disgusting woman I’ve ever seen enters the room. We were about to get sexy, and she says she has a gf who would like to join. She was 18, but that’s only a two year age difference. And since I’m a zoomerfag, I had very early internet access I met this super hot girl, 10/10, absolute beauty queen at 16. I’ve been out as a lesbian since I was 14. I feel closer to women, and even though women have hurt me, I feel less afraid, and I don’t have to live in constant fear of their genitals when I’m with them. I’ve gotten a lot of help for it, but irl dicks freak me out so bad. If it’s irl, I will have a flashback, and I will actually panic and try to leave that room.
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They disgust me so much, it genuinely makes my skin crawl. Because of this, I have a horrible repulsion of penises. Mostly to men, because they paid the most. Lesbian vent that I can’t talk about on normie websites bc then I’m transphobic I was sold around a lot as a kid. I'm too poor for a therapist and I've scoured the internet for advice as well 226 posts and 10 image replies omitted. If anons have any advice i'd love to hear. I just want to be able to have a normal sex life with him where we can fool around and have fun, but I feel so bad for having something -wrong- with me. But today I figured out maybe it could be anxiety related. I never thought much of it, I always thought it was just something I ate. Often times when we begin fooling around I get stomach aches that will go away basically instantly when we stop, like he can tell I'm not in the mood so we wont continue. But my brain instantly is telling me that I dont want to do this or that its just a hassle. I'm not really bothered by the past but I think my mind is instantly associating sex with bad times, which shouldn't be the case since my husband is lovely. But my libido is very low and I have a feeling it might be tied to poor sexual relationships I'd had before. We've been married two years and he's fantastic.
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Please feel free to vent or ask for advice in this thread pertaining to sexual abuse or harassment, etc I'm looking for advice on how to build a healthy sexual relationship with my partner after my bad past. Overall I think I'm better off calling my parents once a week and visiting them twice a year, it's more healthy like that. She also doesn't know much about myself because I don't like talking to her, she constantly whines that I don't confide to herself but the few times I've tried doing it she brushes off my concerns or just plain doesn't listen. She's given me the silent treatment for days for extremely dumb stuff, like one time I didn't want to lend her a CD because I knew she wouldn't like it (and god is she obnoxious at repeating how much she dislikes something), I didn't even time to justify myself she fell into a rage, called me a selfish bitch and didn't talk to me for 10 days (she was already 50 by then lol). I love my mom and she loves me too but our relationship could be complicated because I inherited a lot of traits from her (psychorigid and assertive mostly) which made us clash more often than with my siblings, but she also has youngest child syndrome where she takes everything personally (the slightest criticism is an attack on her), gets angry at the drop of the hat over random shit and needs to be the center of attention (whereas I'm more socially autistic like my dad).
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